Forty-one

Today, I turn forty-one.

It’s fair to say that my fortieth trip around the sun was overly quite eventful, and I’m in a very different place to where I was on my 40th blog post, in every sense of the word.

July of 2024 my world was largely turned upside down and saw huge changes. After years of abusing my body with alcohol and crap food I was severely overweight and was diagnosed with raised blood pressure. I needed to make lifestyle changes. I began running (read my Couch to 5k App experience here), knocked booze on the head and generally decided to take better care of myself. I’ve been sober for around 7 months, and in that time I’ve dropped 3 stone in weight (about 20kg). As I write this in mid February I’ve absolutely flatlined with my weight loss. I am still larger than I should be, but a lot better than I was.

My weight loss over the last 7 months

Everybody says I should feel better about it but…I think I do? It’s self doubt creeping in a bit. I worry about my blood pressure and said worry raises my blood pressure. Turns out I have the worst white coat syndrome. I also bought a Garmin which has both been incredibly useful and a pain in the arse. Garmin basically is telling me on a daily basis that I’m a rather pathetic human being. Seriously. I watched 3 episodes of The Traitors back to back and my stress levels went through the roof. Similarly to my blood pressure being raised when I worry about my blood pressure, Garmin’s sleep tracking is single handedly the one thing that prevents me from having a good night’s sleep. So I only wear it during the day. Cracking for tracking my running, mind.

Yes. Running. Running has become a new hobby, and I love seeing the world through the eyes of a Parkrun. Seeing the world on a Saturday morning before folks get up has been a joy. I also did the Aintree 5k just before Christmas, and I’m happy with the time. I don’t think I miss alcohol really. I think I can count on one hand the number of days I can say I’ve missed the booze. Usually when I’m in a place that doesn’t have a non-alcoholic beer option is the worst. So far, the worst offenders are the football stadiums and gig venues in the UK, and the entire country of Italy.

Away from health stuff, one thing I have done lots of is travelling. This year I managed to go to Barbados, United States, Germany (Berlin and Dusseldorf), Romania (twice), Italy, Austria and Poland. Within the UK I’ve made significant trips to London, Cardiff and Blackpool. A lot more travel has been outside of the UK so I’m fortunate in that regard. Barbados and the United States was to see the Cricket World Cup (I was in the stadium when USA beat Pakistan), and the Germany trip was tied with the London trip, in that I went to AEW All In (watching an excellent Brian Danielson vs Swerve Strickland match) and Bash in Berlin a week later. Just a proper fun old school wrestling weekend. Blackpool was for Play Expo, which is one of my favourite weekends of the year.

The rest of the travel have been due to another large change in my life. For the first time since 2017 I’m no longer single. My partner doesn’t live in the UK, so we’ve been trying to meet up in easy/cheap/convenient locations every few weeks. So far it’s working pretty well, so please keep your fingers crossed. Right now as I hit publish I’m being whisked away for a evening or two somewhere close to Bucharest, I can’t wait! She’s been a massive rock and – along with 2 other people – been the constant source of strength with my health issues last July.

Work wise 2024/25 has been consistent. Largely one or two clients have kept me busy, which has meant I’ve not really had to look for work. However, that is coming to a change in the next few months, and I’m actively looking for projects now, so if you do need a WordPress developer, please do get in touch.

Side projects wise they’ve been ticking along. All Rumble Stats has been great, albeit it’s incredibly seasonal. A month or so of incredible traffic and then a baseline of a couple of hundred visits a month. It was nice to be cited in 411 Mania’s website which was a nice traffic bump. I’ve got an idea which I need to get on in Q3 which will hopefully work well. Retro Garden and Drive in Cinemas are also doing okay. Retro Garden it’s getting to a nice place where I can turn articles out pretty quickly, so looking to expand that. I’ve also been working on the shop as well which is doing well. Drive in Cinemas is still doing well. They’re pretty much my three sites at the moment.

Being able to play a game I made on a handheld system was a bit of a highlight.

I picked up video game development as a hobby, and I’ve made a number of video games. MonoScale, Frosty’s Snowed Under and Mari Lwyd’s Festive Rap Battle were the games I made this year. They were all done for Game Jams (read about the 1-Bit Game Jam and Pico-8 Advent Calendar Game Jam entries in those links). I’m playing around with another game (which I’ve been sharing on BlueSky). I think I’ve a pipeline of about 3 or 4 games I want to build. Whether they get done this year I’m not sure, but it’s something I’m keen on exploring.

Cricket was a bit of a nothing season, but training for the new season has started well (still bowling with a tendency of bowling leg side). Still the Sponsorship Secretary of Earlestown Cricket Club.

Twitch Streaming has been up and down. I begin in earnest and then get bored. I have been able to stick to somewhat of a schedule on Sundays (it helps not drinking to be fair), and also been streaming my game development stuff. They have been popular. I am looking to do more of those!

I’m a wee bit behind on my 50 before I’m 50, but I’ve ticked 2 off. I finally finished that list of 50 things too!

My 40th year feels like potentially one of the most significant years of my life. It had it’s fair share of challenges, but it feels like things are beginning to solidify and crystallise in some sort of place as I continue the next phase of my life.

Which seems rather dramatic when I say that.

And now the yearly comparison!

As you all love it so much. Here’s my updated comparison with you know who.

Rhys (With a Spoon)
Rhys (With a Spoon)

Reese Witherspoon
AgeNearly 41 (Up 1)Nearly 49 (Up 1)
Oscars
(Nominated)
0 – No Change
(0 – No Change)
1 – No Change
(2 – No Change)
Books Written1 (No Change)4 (No Change)
Marriages0 (No Change)2 (No Change)
Children0 (No Change)3 (No Change)
WordPress Plugins Written &
On the WordPress Repository
11 (No Change)0

Previous Versions: 303435, 36, 37, 38, 39, 40

New Year, New Goals (2025 Edition)

I love goals, I love the “whooshing” sound they make as they pass me by.

So last year I made a bunch of goals – you can read about them here – and I’m happy to say there has been a dismal failure. The year of 2024, as mentioned on my Dwi’n Rhys roundup, was a bit of a “good smack in the mouth”, as my plans changed post about February, meaning my time was largely booked up on other projects. So of the 6 tasks I had, I achieved a grand total of 1 of them. Let’s look at these.

Get Back into Public Speaking – Failure I didn’t achieve this, with no even remote chance to do it. Although events are beginning to start up again, being so busy meant I didn’t have time to even think about a talk. There was only one event I even remotely thought about applying for, and to be honest as soon as I decided to go to the Cricket World Cup instead, I gave up on this.

Get at least 2 months income of £30 or more not from revenue streams that exist for me (Adsense, Twitch, Plugin Sales or Web Development Work) – Failure (albeit working towards this) I do now have a couple more revenue streams, but they aren’t £30 a month yet. Nevertheless it is a failure, alas.

Look at the Winwar Media Site with Pride – Failure It is still a mess. Hopefully will get this done this year.

Reconnect with the WordPress folk I enjoy spending time with Success! 🎉 We did it! Thanks to WP Leeds returning and (more importantly) MWUG returning – with me as a Co-organiser, I saw a lot more of the WordPress community in 2024, and probably more than every other year. Come to the next one!

Take a catch at cricket – Failure (but succeeded elsewhere) my season was odd with cricket. With health issues and my role in the team changing, I didn’t really feel like I contributed much. Alas, my best chance to take a catch in cricket (a position at slip) I dropped and I never really got an opportunity post that. Nevertheless, I did manage to debut for the first team, which was a nice feeling.

Score 23 in a game of cricket – Failure yeah I had a bad season through a lack of confidence and some health issues. We go again.

So of the 6 goals I had, I had success in one of them! Oh well. It wasn’t that 2024 wasn’t bad, it was good! Just ended up doing something totally different.

What of 2025? Well, here are my goals for this year.

Professional Goals

I’m going to keep this short, as I don’t know how many times I can rewrite it, but get back into public speaking and finally rebuild Winwar Media to my liking are my goals for 2025.

I know I say this every year, but this year there’s a chance to do more public speaking (from February) and a bit of time towards the middle of the year, I should be able to build a new version. So those two are still on my list. I’ll add one more to the list.

Sing about my Work More

So you may be able to read between the lines and gather that – as things stand – work may be a bit quieter this year (change that!), one thing that kind of held me back was that I didn’t sing about my work much.

I’ve thought about this and I want to add a “Case Studies” section on Dwi’n Rhys, as a lot of my work when starting out was White Labelled and NDA’d so I didn’t have the need to talk about it. Now? People come direct, and a couple of case studies would be great on my professional sites. Not least because it’ll mean I don’t have to rewrite it whenever somebody asks to see my portfolio! So whilst I don’t thik I’ll get a lot of work from it, there’s every chance it’ll save me time.

Personal Goals

First a scary goal, but my 34 and a half minute 5k was done towards the end of the year, and my new goal is to run a sub 30 minute 5k. I haven’t got anywhere near my 34:30 in my 5ks since then, but once the weather gets a bit better I’m going to set up Runna to work towards this goal.

Secondly, I’d like to continue my weight loss goal. I’ve got a goal here so don’t want to make it public but nevertheless I wanted to include it, so I’ll let you know when I hit it!

Finally, I’d like to attend a Game Dev meetup. I’m getting more and more into game development, so I’m keen to in 2025 attend one, just to meet a few people and get a few ideas and inspiration for my games.

And Now Something New…

Somebody I’ve followed for years – Jess Rose – posted something wonderful on Bluesky that I’m going to do going forward.

A beautiful soul on Twitter gave me an idea that improved my life: replace new years resolutions with a bingo card of goals you want to try and do over the yearIt's great for goal setting, motivation, it lets you see your progress throughout the year and I give myself a little treat w each bingo🎁

Jess Rose (@jesslynnrose.bsky.social) 2024-12-30T13:38:41.770Z

I included 3 more goals – achieve 3 from my “50 before I’m 50” list – to generate a 9 by 9 card.

Like Jess, I’m also setting myself up with treats as and when I achieve these goals – 3 for when I complete 1 line, 3 bigger ones when I achieve a cross, and 2 mahoosive if I achieve 2 lines and a diagonal. Should I complete the grid I’ll treat myself to a Playstation 5. I’ve generated a bingo card using this Bingo Card Generator, clicked on the link to generate a random bingo card, and included it below.

There are a couple of tough corners, but I think it’s manageable. I think it could be fun to find out! So those are my goals for 2025, let’s see how many I achieve.

I can’t do much worse than 2024.

The Video Games I Fell in Love With in 2024

2024 in video games was…interesting. it felt like it was beginning to be a downturn. The AAA games are just not there and don’t interest me, and I feel like folks are waiting for Grand Theft Auto 6 and the Nintendo Switch 2, so much so this year hasn’t been quite as big as previous years.

With that said, there have been a lot of good games taking advantage of the gap that AAA developers have left. I’ve played a lot of games this year, I’ve also made a couple too. The majority of the games I’ve enjoyed this year have been smaller teams and indie games. I haven’t yet upgraded from the last generation of consoles, as outside of the Switch I haven’t played many modern games.

Here are my favourites for 2024 and these games are well worth your time. Same rules for last year: it must have been released in 2024.

Games I Enjoyed Playing in 2024

As always, this post highlights the games released in 2024. However there are a bunch more games that I first seriously played in 2024 Here are games from previous years I played this year.

  • Pac Man: Championship Edition (NES) is a fun little demake of the Championship Edition version of the classic pill munching game. A high score attack where you have to compete for 5 minutes to get the highest score you can. A great demake with a thumping 8 bit soundtrack and tense gameplay with slightly less assault of the senses than the arcade game, this is great fun.
  • I wish I enjoyed Castlevania: Symphony of the Night* (PSX) more. Oddly, despite the “Metroid” part of “Metroidvania” being one of my favourite games of all time, the “Vania” part I never explored and – I just struggled towards the end. I didn’t hate it, but I missed half the game because the amount of work to get it done was too long. If I played it a few years after Super Metroid it probably would have been one of my favourite games ever, but I just couldn’t get on board with it.
  • Spoiler alert, I have two games of the year this year. This is one of them. Lucy Dreaming (PC) – is a wonderful game. A point and click adventure where you have to find the cause of Lucy’s nightmares, this is a wonderfully British game with lovely nods to a lot of classic games, 80’s culture and Northern Britain. There is quite possibly the best subtle joke I’ve ever done experienced in a video game. I’ve contributed to the Kickstarter for the next game: Heir of the Dog. I played the demo at Play Expo and it’s more of the same. I cannot wait.
  • I finally got to play Street Fighter 6 (PC) and I did enjoy it. Sadly my PC was slightly too weak to handle the game, so it ran pretty slow. Nevertheless I enjoyed what I played of it. When I finally get a PlayStation 5 I’m going to play this game more.
  • Another classic game that I finally managed to play and complete was the excellent Final Fantasy 6 (SNES*). Whilst 7 is one of my favourite games ever I never played the prequel. Wonder no more as I dedicated some time in the summer to play it. This was excellent. A wonderful story that had me crying at the end, this is well worth playing. You can see that the kinks in the game were ironed out in 7.
  • This was a joy. Aquaventure (Atari 2600) was a fun little game that wasn’t released in the lifetime of the Atari 2600, but it has since been found and put out into the wild. And it’s excellent. A game where you have to dive down and collect things from the seabed, this has great progression, a fun gameplay loop and pushes the limit of the 2600. Seriously, considering their issues in the early 1980s, the Atari of today knows their role and is an excellent publisher.
  • Although it contains a bunch of tropes I don’t like with 2D Zelda games, Legend of Zelda: Oracle of Seasons (Game Boy Colour), was a good fun little game that I enjoyed playing through and completing. I think I prefer it to Link’s Awakening.
  • A Highland Song (PC) was an interesting story driven game, that kind of didn’t make much sense. Nevertheless it was a fun little game with a few teething problems that ticks along nicely with a great soundtrack and a beautiful look. Once you get the gameplay loop though it’s well worth checking out. You may have to complete this twice.
  • UFO – Swamp Odyssey (Pico-8) was a fun discovery! A fun micro Metroidvania that you can complete in an hour. Would highly recommend you play this game as it won’t take long. Far more atmospheric than it has any right to be.
  • Outer Wilds (Xbox) is the final game I played in 2024 and, it’s okay? I went from enjoying the gameplay loop to getting to the point where I resented it. It remains uncompleted. Will get around to finishing it soon.

Honorable Mentions

There are games that every year just miss out that I play. Here are some games that I enjoyed and played but aren’t in the top 3.

Probably the first game I completed in 2024 Mario vs Donkey Kong (Nintendo Switch*) was a remake of a sequel of a game I really enjoyed: Donkey Kong 94 for the Game Boy. This was more of the same, puzzles in a Donkey Kong style. It does have some extra levels where you have to rescue toys in a “a bit like Lemmings but not” gameplay loop. Fun enough. Pick it up for cheap if you can.

Nintendo World Championship: NES Edition (Nintendo Switch*) again another little game from Nintendo that feels like the Switch is at the end of the console’s life, Nintendo World Championship: NES Edition is a collection of mini games from the classic Nintendo games from the 80s. Fun short speedruns that can see you getting the sword in Zelda, through to completing the entire of Super Mario Bros. Appeals to crusty old fuddy duddies that watch speedruns on YouTube (AGDQ is in a few weeks!). Some baffling games missing though from this collection though: where is Punch-Out!?!

A surprising release was that Marvel vs Capcom Fighting Collection (Nintendo Switch*) came out. Some excellent fighting games from the mid 90’s to the early 00’s featuring characters from Marvel and Capcom franchises, it ended up in licensing hell with Marvel losing the X-Men. A series that formed the majority of the character roster. This meant weaker or less well known characters got featured, which affected the quality of the games. This is the classic games in one collection, and with rollback netcode, it became rather fun to play online for a bit. Furthermore, the etiquette surrounding online play was there. Not original, but a great way to own some fantastic games, as the original games cost a fortune now.

Finally, my most anticipated game of the year comes here. Thank Goodness You’re Here! (PC) was a fun romp through a Yorkshire town, and it is well worth playing as it has a Python-esque northern humour. Sadly, I played Lucy Dreaming before, whose humour landed more with me, and was a better game. This doesn’t really have much of a challenge, being a slightly more complex walking simulator. But it’s fun enough.

3. Animal Well (PC)

A dark and brooding Metroidvania. Animal Well is my third favourite game of the year. You play a character who has to get eventually home. How you do it is not immediately clear. Short-ish, but incredibly deep, this game is wonderful innovative, as in effect there are multiple levels of depths and you could end up missing loads. Playing it multiple times (and in one case with multiple players) could reveal so much. You get out as much as you put into it, but an average playthrough reveals a beautiful puzzle game. You won’t complete it 100% mind until haseverythinginanimalwellbeenfoundyet.com turns to “yes”, so not one for completionists.

Animel Well is available on Playstation, Xbox, Nintendo Switch and PC.

2. UFO 50 (PC)

Another wonderfully deep game (or games), UFO 50 was a late surge into my game of the year, and would be the one game I’d ask you to pick up to fill in the Crimbo Limbo, as it could be a great local multiplayer game with family. It takes the love and duty of care that “Atari 50 Anniversary” did a few years back and say “what if we did similar, but the company didn’t exist?”. Fifty games crafted with love by indie developers, UFO 50 has some of the most innovative games I’ve played in years. From “What if somebody crossed Bubble Bobble with football” Kick Club, to Mortal: an innovative platform puzzler game, some of these games alone could be game of the year. It’s part of a collection though, and whilst not all games land (just like Atari 50 Anniversary), UFO 50 will keep you busy for a very, very long time.

UFO 50 is only available on PC.

1. Balatro (Nintendo Switch)

Come March, there wasn’t a Game of the Year.

Balatro is a Rougelike deckbuilder that takes the hands of poker and throws them on their heads. Building a deck with jokers, tarot cards & planet cards, the goal is to beat 8 rounds of blinds. You do this by using your deck and building it to your advantage: soon you will be having two pairs scoring more than royal flushes, you need to use the jokers to your advantage to maximize the value of every hand. Over time, you’ll learn by sight on what each card does, but there’s a handy explainer and tutorial.

A super simple gameplay loop with the actual games taking about 20 minutes, it’s incredibly in depth: I’ve not unlocked everything yet and nowhere near. No other game has had me addicted for a while, and everybody I know is addicted. With a video poker machine graphics and a lounge style music, Balatro is a genuinely original game and has deserved all the plaudits it’s received. Well worth checking out.

Balatro is available for Playstation, Nintendo Switch, Xbox, PC, Apple Arcade, Android and iOS

What was your game of the year? Leave some games you enjoyed in the comments!

Previous Years: 20162017201820192022, 2023

Pico-8, Frosty the Snowman & handheld video games

Another blog post about a video game I made, entitled “Frosty’s Snowed Under!”. Should you wish to just play the game rather than read the story behind it please click here.

Recently, I got into making video games. A little hobby for something I wanted to take a bit seriously especially outside the cricket season. One such element I’ve enjoyed has been that game development, either because I’ve a 16 year development career behind me or there are tools out there that makes life a lot easier to put out games. The struggle I had with Blitz Basic at the turn of the millennium doesn’t seem to exist anymore, and I believe that anybody with some creative idea could put out something in one of these tools.

What you are greeted with when you open Pico-8. Note the 8192 in the bottom corner. That is your limit.

One such tool is the Pico 8. It is a fantasy console that imposes limitations on your coding (you can only have a certain number of “tokens” in each programme. For example: "if x==1 then print("Hello") end" counts as 8 tokens). But it includes a simple music player, graphics and map editor. This allows some pretty nifty games (of course somebody has ported Doom to it) and most games – from racing games to shooters – exist on the little console.

I was drawn to it after putting a few games on my Ambernic retro device, and after completing an excellent Metroidvania – UFO Swamp Odyssey – I wanted to have a go at making a game. I wanted to make a little game to play on my Anbernic – the thought of somebody curling up in the festive season with my game like a good book to while away the winter nights was rather romantic, and I thought that a little retro platformer may be perfect. With the time of the year it was, I began making a game from my childhood.

The original Frosty the Snowman game for the Commodore 64. A game that has had a bigger affect on my life than it had any right to be.

Frosty The Snowman

A game that had a special place for me in the Wynne household has been Frosty the Snowman. A festive game that usually came out of it’s sleeve in the festive season, Frosty the Snowman was on the covertape of the first edition of Commodore Power released in 1991. One of the staff writers – Richard Taylor – was an amateur game developer, and put it on the covertape. With a cracking remix of the Frosty the Snowman tune by Steve Barrett on the soundtrack, the game stuck with me for longer than it had any right to. I also have the original covertape still! There’s a bit more history to the game which you can read on the Retro Garden blog.

The Frosty the Snowman Covertape from Commodore Power. Please note: only Frosty is worth playing. The rest are utter crap.

For my first Pico-8 game, I thought of remixing Frosty. With the tracker, map editor and sprite editor, I felt I could knock something together that looked similar to the 1991 original. After MonoScale, I wanted something relatively easy with the graphics. Thankfully with the 128×128 screen and a 16×16 sprites even I couldn’t mess up something that resembled a snowman!

I was happy with how it turned out. I removed a bunch of the unfair deaths and made it accessible for a modern audience, kept the scoring and introduced a timer and multiplier system. I wanted it to introduce an end game: have a timer and require Frosty to take shelter towards the end of the game, to avoid the ending of the most traumatic Christmas experience (the ending of The Snowman). Time and effort made it not so, but I kept it a high score push.

My basic take on Frosty The Snowman for the C64, but for the Pico-8. Please note, the stopping snow indoors took forever.

So far the feedback has been positive. With folks commenting it has replayability. I’m not sure where I’d go to improve it. It’s by no means the best games, but was built over 6 weeks and I’m happy for how it looked. It also was the first game I live-developed on Twitch.

Pico-8 Advent Calendar

I intended to release Frosty a Friday before Christmas, however I heard about the Pico-8 Advent Calendar Game Jam. I joined it to share my game. No doubt it gets more eyes on the game. It’s also been fun seeing some games being developed and helping out with them in real time, taking on a more supportive and critiquing role.

Anyway, at the time of publication there are a few more games due to be released in the calendar. I’d love you to check out the rest of the advent calendar, but if you just want to check out Frosty’s Snowed Under, then you can do at the link here:-

There is a download link so you can play it on devices like an Anbernic or RetroArch, which I’ve done below. You may need to update the Pico-8 version on your Retroarch to do so mind.

A real sense of pride seeing this run on an Anbernic.

If you do like the game, please do share it or add it to your collection on itch.io.

X-Odus: 90% Complete

This is a short post as I have updated where I am active on social media.

I have removed Twitter. From both a moralistic standpoint and a traffic standpoint I get zero value from the network. The account is still live but I have replaced it to a link to this post as the pinned post. I may just use it to retweet or spam my blog posts or when I go live on Twitch, but I’m unlikely to dedicate any more time on it.

In it’s place is Bluesky. I am really enjoying the conversation there and the connections. I have seemed to find myself into WordPress, SEO and (surprisingly) Game Dev lists so I get a lot of value here for the moment. Hopefully it continues. The plan is to setup accounts to Dwi’n Rhys and Retro Garden there. It’s verification method is pretty good and clever. Much more than paying a Space Karen for it.

I am about 5 accounts from almost removing Twitter completely. If Colwyn Bay FC, ThatsSoVillage, Heather Burns, National Rail Enquries and a few Pro Wrestling and Retro Asylum accounts I follow make their way onto BleSky, then we will be done.

I am still active on Mastodon. I like the conversations there and enjoy the slightly smaller but more techy group of folks there. So will pop in there still as it is cosy and has better conversations.

Threads I am not enjoying. It’s experience seems to be similar to the “I’m Helping!” Ralph Wiggum GIF that doesn’t seem to exist on the other networks. Seriously: I had an issue with something I felt when it came to DNS servers, Chris replied pretty quickly, the problem was solved (thank you Chris), but yet the answers kept coming. I think I was getting answers after my super slow nameserver was done propagating.

Threads experience (2024, Colourised)

Plus my mum’s on there.

But I’ll still post there, and I’m using Openvibe I am able to update all three, it’s ace.

I am also keen on adding more itch.io followers. I am making more games and want to connect with more Indie developers. So if you have an account on there, please consider giving me a follow, particularly if you like retro or retro styled games. Thank you.

For long form stuff I am here and I am still on the same theme. Until the Social Media block allows you to add custom networks or I don’t have to hard code half the networks I am on, I can’t see things changing.

Anyway: that is basically it. Where are you active?